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dtheitall,onebarebulbraininglightdo,thatsellshereered,sothingdicinalandtinged,andshefeltsuddenlydizzy,silverfishflashinginhervision
”caroline,”hesaid”goodgod,doyoulivehereinpittsburghere”
”ie,”shesaidsloeeringalethedepthofhispersistenceforifitruethatdavidhenryhadnotlookedveryhard,itruethatshehadedtobelost
outsidethedoorthereurrofvoieverysingleday,andyetnoagiosay
”shouldntyoubeoutthere”sheasked,glancingatthedoor
”theyll”
theylookedateainhedallthistilikeaphotograph,ahundredorathousandphotographsineainedenergynoonthestreetsheghtnothavekno,afterall
userialserviceie”hebegan,andthenhefellsilent
thereuffledquestioningvoice
”giveanute,”davidcalledback
”ieshehadevervoiadeherfeellightheaded,reckless,andsheeiginingalifeontbythechurchindatall,notreally”
hedbenthisheadasshespoke,andnowhelookedup
”ikneehoe,othersorry,carolineforyearsnow,ihavebeensosorry”
shenodded,tearsinhereyes,thatyoungerversionofherselfstillalive,stillstandingbytheedgeoftherialservice,unacknoadeherangry,evennohathehadnotreallyseenherthenandthat,notknoall,hehadnthesitatedtoaskhertotakeaer
”areyouhappy”heasked”haveyoubeenhappy,carolinehasphoebe”
hisquestion,andthegentlenessinhisvoisaroundoshethoughtofal,gooogivingitaway
”doyoureallystraightintheeye”becauseyounevere,youneveraskedasinglethingaboutourlivesnotforyears”
ascarolinespoke,sherealizedthatthisenotoutofloveatall,oranyallegiancetothepast,orevenoutofguiltshehadeoutofangerandadesiretosetthererdstraight
”foryearsyouneve,didyouandthenthatlastletter,theoneineveransedherback”
davidgaveashort,startledlaugh”isthathoisthatoppeding”
”ho”
heshookhisheadsloeisentneyandinthatfinalletterisilyaskedyoutoinvitebaedadoorinface”
beranyresandherfears
”yletters”
helookedsurprised”indarkrooilingdrasalkedwhy”
”ididntthinkyouevenreadthe”carolinesaid”ifeltiaybethatssofreelikeiuldsayanythingatall”
davidrubbedhishandonhisyself,tobehonestlater,ielittleglisesofphoebelittlescrapsfrohefabrifyourlivesilookedforothat”
shedidntanseeringthesatisfaatterclosedshedfeltthosethings,obliviousunnceed,evenaboutdavidhadbeenfeeling
”iuldntloseher,”shesaid”ie,butbytheniostlyafraidthatifyoutheryoudtakeherasoppeding”
”thatyintention”
”youdidntintendanyofthis,”carolineansithappenedanyway”
davidhenrysighed,andsheiginedhinherdesertedapartnt,roooroondrealizingsheeyourplans,hedsaidthatsalliast
”ifihadnttakenher,”sheaddedsoftly”youghthavechosendifferently”
”ididntstopyou,”hesaid,etinghergazeagainhisvoiceerialserviceisachedyoudriveaway”
ostfaintshedidnotknoshehadhopedfor
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dtheitall,onebarebulbraininglightdo,thatsellshereered,sothingdicinalandtinged,andshefeltsuddenlydizzy,silverfishflashinginhervision
”caroline,”hesaid”goodgod,doyoulivehereinpittsburghere”
”ie,”shesaidsloeeringalethedepthofhispersistenceforifitruethatdavidhenryhadnotlookedveryhard,itruethatshehadedtobelost
outsidethedoorthereurrofvoieverysingleday,andyetnoagiosay
”shouldntyoubeoutthere”sheasked,glancingatthedoor
”theyll”
theylookedateainhedallthistilikeaphotograph,ahundredorathousandphotographsineainedenergynoonthestreetsheghtnothavekno,afterall
userialserviceie”hebegan,andthenhefellsilent
thereuffledquestioningvoice
”giveanute,”davidcalledback
”ieshehadevervoiadeherfeellightheaded,reckless,andsheeiginingalifeontbythechurchindatall,notreally”
hedbenthisheadasshespoke,andnowhelookedup
”ikneehoe,othersorry,carolineforyearsnow,ihavebeensosorry”
shenodded,tearsinhereyes,thatyoungerversionofherselfstillalive,stillstandingbytheedgeoftherialservice,unacknoadeherangry,evennohathehadnotreallyseenherthenandthat,notknoall,hehadnthesitatedtoaskhertotakeaer
”areyouhappy”heasked”haveyoubeenhappy,carolinehasphoebe”
hisquestion,andthegentlenessinhisvoisaroundoshethoughtofal,gooogivingitaway
”doyoureallystraightintheeye”becauseyounevere,youneveraskedasinglethingaboutourlivesnotforyears”
ascarolinespoke,sherealizedthatthisenotoutofloveatall,oranyallegiancetothepast,orevenoutofguiltshehadeoutofangerandadesiretosetthererdstraight
”foryearsyouneve,didyouandthenthatlastletter,theoneineveransedherback”
davidgaveashort,startledlaugh”isthathoisthatoppeding”
”ho”
heshookhisheadsloeisentneyandinthatfinalletterisilyaskedyoutoinvitebaedadoorinface”
beranyresandherfears
”yletters”
helookedsurprised”indarkrooilingdrasalkedwhy”
”ididntthinkyouevenreadthe”carolinesaid”ifeltiaybethatssofreelikeiuldsayanythingatall”
davidrubbedhishandonhisyself,tobehonestlater,ielittleglisesofphoebelittlescrapsfrohefabrifyourlivesilookedforothat”
shedidntanseeringthesatisfaatterclosedshedfeltthosethings,obliviousunnceed,evenaboutdavidhadbeenfeeling
”iuldntloseher,”shesaid”ie,butbytheniostlyafraidthatifyoutheryoudtakeherasoppeding”
”thatyintention”
”youdidntintendanyofthis,”carolineansithappenedanyway”
davidhenrysighed,andsheiginedhinherdesertedapartnt,roooroondrealizingsheeyourplans,hedsaidthatsalliast
”ifihadnttakenher,”sheaddedsoftly”youghthavechosendifferently”
”ididntstopyou,”hesaid,etinghergazeagainhisvoiceerialserviceisachedyoudriveaway”
ostfaintshedidnotknoshehadhopedfor
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